The worst part of having a creative mind is when you are having a deadline but suddenly you have an idea and wanted to do it immediately.

College Cooking : Fettucine Carbonara

If you are some kind of culinary expert or own a michelin star restaurant or really into quality food PLEASE LOOK AWAY NOW!! (this recipe will use fake cheese and fake sausages).

am I safe now? okay.

If you are a college student in Indonesia, it's a big chance you live in a small room with no personal kitchen. Me myself, in my "kost" (I don't know what it is in english, it's some kind of a lower grade of an apartment, lol) has a shared kitchen but I don't like sharing if it comes to food. But I do have my mighty rice cooker.

I named him albert

 The rice cooker is surprisingly capable of everything! You just have to think it's like a pan on an ordinary stove, but you cant control the fire that easily though. I've cooked eggs, congee, eggplants, oatmeal and other with this baby. But here I'm going to share to you how to make Fettucine Carbonara. You can use macaroni, spaghetti any kinds of pasta, as long as it's cheap because don't forget you are a college student after all. Don't try to be fancy. You are poor. *cries*

Okay here's the ingredients.

the green stuff at the top right is not weed I swear

The main ingredients are a box of fettucine, a box of milk, one block of cheese (shredded), salt & pepper. You can add anything, here I'm adding sausages and oregano (that I stole when I went back home).

1. Boil the pasta according to the box, then drain it, set aside.

I broke the fettucine in half so it fits

2.  Melt some butter or margarine (in Indonesia margarine is more common), and in this step you can add some chopped onion if you have any. Then add the milk, and shredded cheese. Add some salt and pepper, I added oregano too but that's optional. Then heat till the cheese melts.



3. Lastly, put the fettucine in the rice cooker, add a little amount  then stir, repeat until all of the fettucine is combined with the sauce.



4. You can add sausages if you have some.





aaand it's done! The whole thing cost me about IDR 30k and that's about 3 dollars. And because I used a whole box of fettucine it can last for breakfast, lunch and dinner, a dollar a meal. Super cheap right? And easy to cook.

(not-so) DIY : Cross Stitch Pattern

Do you ever want to make someone a portrait of their face or any picture that they like on cross stitch but don't have time or don't know how to make the pattern or don't even bother to know how to make the pattern or don't wanna pay someone to make the pattern for you because you don't have money?
Well that's totally me!

I've googled some tutorials on making your own pattern but all of them looks like super time consuming. From printing the papers yourself, edit it on Photoshop, make the lines and symbols yourself, bla bla bla.... Ain't nobody got time for that!

So I wondered to myself, it's 2017, surely somebody has made some kinda app that magically turns any picture to a pattern in a matter of seconds right? And then I googled : Cross stitching pattern converter and there were a few! I tried some of them but the best one is this website myphotostitch.com and it's totally free!

Here's how to use it,

1. Choose a photo/picture that you want. Here I choose a picture of Agung Hapsah or eevvnx, a rising youtuber from Indonesia. I'm planning to make a fan art for him.

I edited this in photoshop

Open the website, then insert the picture here.




2. After you upload the picture, choose the aida cloth count , the number of thread colors that you want, the pattern style, and the allowed thread colors that you want.


3. After you're done choosing, select make pattern.


4. Then voila! After a moment the pattern is done, you just have to click "download your cross stitch Pattern",



after that the the PDF file of the pattern will show up! The appearance is going to be like this.



Lastly, you just have to stitch away! Easy right?

Craft Crawl : Toko Victory Bandung

This place is relatively new, it opens at the end of 2016. If you live in Bandung you may know the famous "Toko Petra" that mysteriously shutdown a while ago. I was actually really sad when I found out because it was on of my favorite craft shop despite the lack of service.

the entrance

Toko Victory is opened a few stores away from Toko Petra, right in front of Kantor Pos Alun-Alun Bandung, it's really easy to find, it's near Alun-Alun Bandung and Pasar Baru, and in front of Kantor Pos Alun-Alun.





This store is like a new and improved version of Toko Petra, and it doesn't only sell craft stuffs, but at the second floor they sell home decor stuffs and bags, accessories too. The place is clean, neat and the service is waaay better than any old craft shop.

Second Floor

Place : 4/5
Staff : 4/5
Price : 4/5

Craft Crawl : TOKO MAJU

Craft crawl is a segment for craft places aka craft shops and markets that I visit and review. As you know, online shops maybe have everything, but nothing beats real shopping! All the places I'm gonna review is mainly in Indonesia. I hope you like this segment!

For the first is Toko Maju in Pasar Mayestik, South Jakarta. The shop is pretty easy to find, it's not in the main building, but outside. On the first floor, it has garments, ribbons, yarns, buttons (most famous for), tools, threads, feathers, beads, and everything you can think of basically. This place literally has everything. Toko Maju has been one of my favorite place to shop, and I highly recommend this place.
The second floor has lace! Lots of laces that you can imagine, like literally. Sorry I forgot to take a pic tho.






































One interesting fact about this place is almost every time whenever I come to this place there is tourists. This place is kinda magical tho. They arrange everything by color. The only downside of this place is it's really narrow, and you will bump to another person when it's crowded. The second floor has no windows or some sort and it's really stuffy and hot so make sure you choose quick. And if you are a first timer, you are going to be a bit confused by the system, a staff will follow your orders, but make sure to remember the staff face because they don't use uniforms or tags the last time I went there.

Place : 2.5/5
Staff : 3.5/5
Price : 3.5/5

Nouman Ali Khan

Hi, like the majority of the people in Indonesia, I am a Muslim.

I am a highly critical person, I don't take something as it is, I always analyze it and always see it from an objective point of view. Same goes to my religion. I was born a Muslim, and my family isn't extremely religious, and since I was little I was exposed to many cultures and religions, so I had many point of views.

My parents since high school always gave me the freedom to pick my own school. Me, being little, always followed my brother's chosen school which happens to be an Islamic school. I don't know why he chose the school but I think he also follows his friends.

In these Islamic schools (junior high and senior high) I was thought the culture, the way to pray, the language, the history, etc etc, but i wasn't thought why. Why? I didn't know why I had to study Arabic. I didn't know why I have to pray. I didn't know why I have to study the culture. I didn't know why I had to cover my hair. I essentially didn't care at all at that time, because no teacher answered my curiosity, but they always answer the smart and outgoing kids though, me being an ordinary (physically and grades) maybe is why.

They always lecture us every afternoon, but the lectures are always making us feel guilty, blaming, or scaring us, rather than encouraging us.  At that age I always thought that they are what Muslim should be like, and I am not like them, like praying until they cry, fasting every week or so, saying the love the prophet Muhammad so much etc. These teacher always gave me an impression that if I'm not knowledgeable enough about the history, the Quran, and all the other stuff that they are "masters" in, then i'm not worthy of heaven or Islam it self. It made me feel a bit frightened and reluctant to study about Islam.

Same for the media and the "religious" people around me. A guy I know always prays to the masjid, like always, but he has a temper problem, and doesn't want to hear anyone else's opinion and sometimes like to hurt other people with his words. The ustadz in my neighbourhood once said bad things about the jakarta's governer just because he isn't a muslim. Lots of "muslim" people like to bash other person that's maybe not wearing the hijab or doing something that they think is haram, we all sin in a different way you know.

But I didn't become skeptic or gave up though, deep down I knew that Islam is not like this.

Some people, made me feel what "Islam" is really like. Like my mom, she didn't wear the hijab at that time, but she always have a patience like no other, and always gives back to people without telling anyone. I had a Syekh from Egypt who teaches the Quran and Arabic at my senior high, who teaches it so easily and not forcing or scaring us, and that was my first time that I was genuinely wanted to study Arabic.

Then at college, I had lots of questions regarding Islam, so I finally had the courage to search on Youtube for the answers because when I read blogposts or websites I didn't really understand the words and got bored. Then, Nouman Ali Khan came in the search results. I really don't like hearing religious lectures because i'm a bit traumatized at senior and junior high. But this dude, is great. The ustadz here in Indonesia are always somewhat mad when giving lectures you know. I've watched his videos a lot, it doesn't scare me or making me feel guilty at all, instead, I was inspired and enlightened. No hate, highly rational, tolerant, not forcing,  and calm is all a Muslim should be

I really like this lecture that he gave :

I think that Islam in my country is just messed up really. There are lots of fanatics who claimed to be masters, and mixing it with politics and money, and I bet they don't really understand the true essence of Islam and lots of them have followers who follow them merely because they're in the same side, and complicates it even more.

I am lucky. I didn't run away completely from islam like lots of people because they' are rather scared, The thought that they aren't worthy enough to even try.

I still am not a good Muslim. But I try to learn it, my way, I try to get closer and closer to god each day, in my own silence and comfort, because to me, religion is something sacred, spiritual, personal, because it my relationship and connection to god. Religion is not something to boast, and to force people.

The Flute

If you guys know me, you'll know that I play the flute.

It all started when I was born * dramatic Morgan Freeman voice*. My family was a bunch of musicians and dancers, my grandma is a choreographer, my grandpa was a musician that can play any instruments that you can think of, and all of their children including my mom, has some kind of musical or dancing ability. My mom wanted me to do either one of them so I choose music.

I started having guitar lessons in 3rd grade, I wasn't that good but I can play well but I have to read music sheets, I don't have the musical sense and talent to improvise, unlike my brothers and cousins, I was more in the visual arts side, but nevertheless I enjoyed playing and hearing music. I had guitar lessons for about 6 years, I even bought a white Epiphone Les Paul electric guitar just because I want a guitar like Frank Iero's (yes, it was the emo era). But really, I'm not close to good in playing the guitar, but I enjoyed it.

first days of flute lessons...ah the good ol days

Later, I took a break from guitar lessons from senior high. Then, I went to college in Bandung. My aunt has a house there, that is quite big, because her house is also a music course place. I like to stay there in the weekends to have free food and the Wi-Fi is fast. But my aunt has something different in mind, she asked me one time, "Do you want to take music lessons? I think you need to do something in this house rather than just sleep." Lol...I was caught, but I said yes to the idea.

The very next week during my weekly stay there, she gave me a box. She said, "Your lesson is on fridays okay?" than she left. I opened the box and it was a case. Then I opened the other case and inside there was a flute! A freakin flute. Totally random, because never in my mind that I will play a wind instrument, because you see, I have asthma and also it just never crossed my mind. Later she told me that the flute is somewhat harder to blow than other wind instruments, so by playing the flute is like somekind of therapy for my asthma. She also said that the flute plays melodies, unlike the guitar that can play the both the melody and the rhythm, so it will be easier for me to play it. The box still has the price too and it's quite expensive so I think it's like my aunt's strategy to make me feel guilty and low-key forcing me to take the flute lessons.

So long story short I started my lessons, and man it was hard, every time I finished I had headaches and tingling sense in my nose and my hand also hurts. But it was fun though.

A couple of months since the lessons I found out there was a orchestra in my campus, so I joined because I think my flute playing skills can be improved. The I met some seniors that are flute players too. I joined the orchestra because I wanted to learn, but nope, the orchestra put me in some shows immediately, despite my super limited skills. But hey, challenges are a way to improve. Luckily I have seniors that can hide my mistakes when playing. (But now I play alone though)

My flute case (I had to make things more appropriate)

Guess which one is me.

Till now, I performed in some shows in my campus, and it is hella fun. Before writing this post I was performing in my campus with Can't Help Falling in Love by Elvis Presley and people singed along.  Although being an introvert,  I do enjoy performing, but not alone, the flute requires to have some companionship so I always perform with other people. I am not that good at playing the flute, but I really enjoyed it. And playing a kinda "rare" instrument, has it benefits, I am pretty sure that I performed so much because it's isn't a common instrument, not because I'm crazy talented.  I've only played it for 2.5 years.

The flute has made me lots and lots of new friends, new and interesting experiences, and the most important is, the Flute has gave me a new found confidence. Thank you you cylindrical piece of metal.
And also thank you to my aunt, because of her super random idea, all of this happened.